Death and deliverance : thesocratespot: AAUW : Chapter LXXXXVII

Daniel was lost in thought, it wasn't the philharmonic in the background - it was anyway sounding too thin and timid for his taste, he was back in Boston, but felt like a stranger. The music it seemed hardly able to hold.

Birth leads
unto birth
unto ?

forget it

It isn't the cyclical
wheel

Ok

you and me
have sex

and then wonder
what's it ?
what's sex ?
what's intimacy?
why ?

its either a dream run
or a
nightmare

depending

it can be so
severe    

so intense

so ...

someone wants
someone debates
someone rejects
someone denies

deliverance
unto death

life

she chooses
to stay
above
and away

I'm not
but you are

an object

pray
kneel
beg

hahaha

until deliverance

stay
admiring

the Universe

powered
by
Vodafone

non stop
talk time

let me walk you
to your
stone


Daniel, put his pen down, walked to his Piano
pressed all his ten fingers
on 5 keys each

they made a terrible sound

and he loved it  

Daniel and Annie at Nirmala Convent, Dornakal : thesocratespot: AAUW : Chapter LXXXXVI

Daniel was probably around 7 years old, then, when his father got transferred to Dornakal, he was a skinny,  lean, dark brown identity less student. he was a part of the anonymous 90% of an institution who have nothing in particular that made them stand out.

But Daniel liked his school uniform, dark blue trouser ( a knicker ) and a white cotton short, with a blue tie, that also had a badge of his "club house' - green house, blue house, red house ... etc - Daniel reminisced sitting at his Uruguayan lodging ( browsing the Classified Section of the local Montevideo tabloid that ( Classified # 1 ) said ' Alcoholic, Unemployed, writer, poet, lookin for a companion ) .... Daniel often randomly chose a classified from the tabloid and then dated with whoever agreed to meet, that was Daniel's idea of localising his experience.

The  adjacent classified said ' lean, tall, handsome, aristocratic, bureaucrat looking for a in house boy friend - should be chain smoking and ready to screw all night'.

Daniel, loved reading these South American classifieds, they were so openly branding and celebrating their mediocrity, artlessness, failures and deviance - and when you read them in Spanish or Mexican or in Latin they sounded exotic.

Knock knock Classifieds 
V 1.0
anonymous
and 
desperate 

Classified # 1 : 

lean, tall, dark
Fair
Handsome
looking for a like minded man
as a living in resident

bed and other amenities available

Contact :

email :

Whatsap :

landlord : Gay and abundant

Classified # 16

lean, tall
black
Gay
Woman
fat
divorced
deserted
looking for a
partner
should smoke pot
and love the life of
sex in the
open - wild and open

Contact :

email :

Whatsap :


Daniel, set aside the tabloid
picked his guitar
and started humming a
South African
song

it was all about a
Cancerian
itch

Daniel , played on his guitar
amused  and
smiling
reminiscing

Annie then was a nun
a beautiful , charming,
loving, caring
meloncholicly
devoted
nun.

The chorus was taken over by the Gypsy kings .