metastasize

ah! who among my dear writer friends gathered here can help me ? get over the loneliness that accompanies independence and the uneasiness that shadows freedom ? i feel i am far too free, far too independent , far too lonely , far too uneasy to ... u there can i carry that coffin ? i wanna feel that cold wood that carries the dead.

thesocratespot: Unfound

thesocratespot: Unfoundhttp://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nu6o53LtU6Y

Unfound

How on earth did i manage this ?
of traveling this far ?
i have often reflected on this
45 years and all that !

Must surely be someone's idea of a good joke
have a feeling that someone just dropped me
in a hurry
and did not bother
to search or retrieve me
'coz it did not matter anyways
for what use are inconsequential objects ?

those things
that are allowed to be casually lost ?
or those
that are deliberately
allowed to simply slip out ?
those
when dropped
do not even make a sound ?

like those
utterly useless crap
that you sometimes slip
into your pocket
and then (say)
you had a hole in your pocket
and they simply dropped off ?

no, no not necessarily the kind of holes
that happen to those without a dime
i am talking about a hole
thats simply a hole
thats all

And that simple hole
that lost something irrelevant,
say a plastic coat button ?


And i being
lost and unfound
simply went about
like most unfound

Rolling here
moving there
sometimes hither
sometimes thither
sometimes wither

always inconsequentially

always like all forces

UNFOUND